Thinking.

I've been thinking about the past quite a lot, lately. This doesn't necessarily mean I wasn't living in the moment, I certainly did at the times stuff was happening, but in between my mind tends to wander to the past and just kind of gets stuck there, reminiscing those days, when I was experiencing that thing.

My last internship seems to be something I just can't forget, Sziget last year gave me a world I crave to live in just a bit too often, Plymouth became a place I feel a weird kind of homesick to, even though I've only been there for a week.

I guess Plymouth is the most reoccurring one, this one also being the thing to look forward to. A lot of time goes by with me fantasizing about living and learning at Plymouth. The things I'll do, the places I'll go, the people I'll hang out with, plymouth is a dream. A dream that weirdly may actually be happening, a year from now.

But before that, a lot has to happen now, which brings me back to the present time. So many things to think about and do. I have to write my personal statement to make sure I actually get in, I have to finetune my idea for my major project, so I can actually graduate from my current school.

All my head is doing is switch back to the past to try and avoid thinking about the present stuff, for variation it looks to the future, where my days kind of end. I'm not necessarily happy or unhappy with this, I just need to try and get it under control, so I can actually get stuff done.

Have a nice life,
Xoxo
Winnie.