Website struggles.

So well here I am again, in need to write.

I told you about the online portfolio I was working on ~and super excited about~. Well, I decided I wasn't going to use the website I made there because it constantly shows the 'free website made with Wix' pop up thing and that annoyed me. I don't want to be known as the designer who can't even put up a proper website (even though I literally can't). So I started looking around for other options.

But I quickly walked into the problem that it's pretty fucking hard to build a website.
I also quickly found out that I am not very good at learning myself or just figuring out how it works. I guess I just don't have the patience or something, i don't know. It just won't work and that annoys me. Apparently I'm not able to just make what I want. I just can't put it together and that makes me feel like I'm a total failure.

I'm trying. I really am. But I just can't make it my own and make it pretty. Damnit.

So, I asked a friend (who has some experience with building websites) if she maybe wants to help me and she does. So I now put myself the goal of having an online portfolio up and running before 2015 starts. I would say that should be manageable, right?

Do you have any tips and tricks that could help me? Don't hesitate to let me know. I need them.

Have a nice life,
Xoxo
Winnie.