Goodbyes.

Let's be honest. I love it here. I'm sad to leave. The only thing I'm happy about is getting my free time back and being able to fully focus myself on a creative project. But if I could stay here, without working 3 jobs, I would. I really would. There are so many things here I like and that make me happy. To not have this anymore after having it for 5 month will be weird.

I will miss the walking everyday to and from internship. The ponies I walk past everyday (Dan, Ryan, Watson, Phil, Alex, Ben & George) (Yes, I gave them names). The little conversations about the weather or the coffee cookies with Patrick. The nice people walking around here. Feeling like I'm doing a good thing, like I'm really helping out, feeling appreciated by the people around me.
This just has been so good. And to have my very last week next week is odd. Then I will say goodbye and that will probably be it. This isn't really a place I come very often. I only see the outside from the backseat of the car every now and again. This will have a whole other meaning, now. And I love it.

I can't imagine what my last day will be like. What my goodbye will be like. I don't know if I can properly say goodbye to my supervisor. The thought of goodbye is just so weird. To give back a little I will treat everyone with cake (or pie, or tart, not sure. Vlaai, in dutch). I'm also giving my supervisor and the guy I've worked with all these 5 months some tea, because I'm the tea drinker around here and I want to give them something to remember me by (a little more special, different teas) and some chocolate, because why not. That's all I can do, I guess.

Excited to go back to school, but feeling weird about leaving here. Let's see how this ending goes.

Have a nice life,
Xoxo
Winnie.